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Post by bella on Jun 7, 2010 23:49:35 GMT -5
Last session for this week. Garwood was getting better and then today he just got worse. Which miiight have been my fault. He was just getting a little too into my personal space. I decided that blurting out “I’m moving in with my boyfriend next week” was the best way to deflect him. He doesn’t seem to think that’s a good idea. Says I need a “stable” environment right now, and that I don’t need to “over exert myself” with moving, and that “home is where I belong.” He didn’t take it likely when I told him I didn’t have one of those. A home is where your mommy and daddy tuck you in at night. I don’t have that. Never have, never will. I was at least smart enough to not to tell him falling asleep in Remus’ arms every night is the closest thing I’ll ever come to having a home. I’m sure Garwood wouldn’t find that very “stable” of me.
At any rate, if home really is where the heart is – well, that’s with Remus.
Goodnight.
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Post by bella on Jun 17, 2010 16:31:10 GMT -5
Ms. D.’s only stipulation of me moving out is that I still have to see Garwood.
I guess I should have seen that coming.
I just wish he wasn’t so weird. Well – he isn’t really weird, he’s just a little too…personable. I know it’s his job, whatever, but I’m pretty sure he isn’t as friendly with male patients. Less he flows that way, too. Guess I wouldn’t put it past him. Besides the point. I’m the one who’s supposed to be in charge of the environment, so I’ll just tell him he needs to sit on the other side of his desk from now on. That’d be okay. He’s nice to talk to when he’s not leaning towards me trying to look interested in what I’m saying. Creeper and I both know he isn’t trying to get a better look at my eyes.
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Post by bella on Jun 17, 2010 16:33:59 GMT -5
There. I did it. Garwood didn’t do anything weird today. He was actually really sorry about making me feel…uncomfortable. Half of our entire session was him blabbing on about how this was supposed to be a good experience for me, and that he was really proud I told him about all this, since that means I’m “speaking my mind,” and I should really try and do that more, because I need to just focus on me for a while and stop thinking about what other people need from me, and he said if he ever did something that made me feel awkward I just need to tell him and he’ll stop, and then he kind of just worked that into actually letting me talk, he asked about Remus a lot, that was okay, I told him what Ms. Drivels said, of course he agrees with her, but said I’m making progress, so I might not have to see him as long as I thought I was going to, Garwood’s nice and all but I’ll be happy when it’s over.
Wow, comma overdose.
I need to go start packing. Remus should be here soon to help. (: |
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