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Post by Emmeline Vance on Oct 31, 2010 18:09:45 GMT -5
 x  ---------------------------------------- october 9
feeling: mellow
I haven't seen spoken to, or made any sort of interaction with Cartier at all. I passed him in the hallway the other day, and purposely averted my eyes. I don't care if he hasn't even noticed I'm ignoring him, as long as it works for me, it's fine. And you know what? I don't miss him at all. I barely even knew him. Like, I definitely knew some stuff about him, and had like, some part of his personality grasped but that's it. And you can't have a relationship of any sort with somebody that you know nothing about! Still proud of my accomplishments.
As to the other mystery super guy that I'm looking for? I'm still looking. I mean...I have friends that are super cute and love me but...I just don't feel anything more for any of them. Yet, of course. But oh well, that's just fine with me. (:
Also, Elle's been helping me out with Potions, and really, I get everything. I have no idea what had been up, but I've come to the conclusion that it was totally psychological. You know, how sometimes you believe in something so much that it comes true? Not in the 'dreams can come true' thing, that's lame, but the whole...oh, there's a theory behind it. Well, I'm working on that as well, so hopefully my grades come up. Oh, please. I'm Emmeline Vance. Of course they'll come up.
Bam, 
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Post by Emmeline Vance on Oct 31, 2010 18:22:31 GMT -5
 x  ---------------------------------------- october 11
feeling: optimistic
Today, Rita came to me and apologized.
She. Apologized.
Rita Skeeter apologized. I'm guessing, diary, that you don't see what the big deal is. The big deal, is that you don't know Rita like I do. She never apologizes. Especially not about something she wrote on her tabloid; she's an HWIC like that (by the way, that means Head Witch in Charge, for future reference). But she came over to me after Potions today, and she apologized.
Can you really blame me for forgiving her? Maybe that doesn't make me strong or cool or something, but she's been my friend for a while, she is my friend, and...well, I missed her.
Maybe this isn't the right choice, and maybe people are going to wonder if I'm really that desperate for popularity again or something. And yeah, maybe I am. Maybe I like being popular, I like being seen hanging out with Rita Skeeter, but that's not the reason why I'm willing to put the issue behind us. It's because Rita's fun, and she's sweet, and she really cares about me. I believe that. Whatever may have happened between us this year, it's over. And she's going to graduate this year, and I'm determined to make what's left of us last as long as possible.
So sue me, diary, but we're back on top.
Yay!
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Post by Emmeline Vance on Oct 31, 2010 18:36:05 GMT -5
 x  ---------------------------------------- october 16
feeling: satisfied
Oh, my gosh, so with everything that's been happening lately, and you definitely know what I mean. Socially and academically, don't get me wrong, I'd totally forgotten to mention the Family Fright Fest to my parents. I mean, they knew it existed since last year and all, but dates and stuff, and I actually hadn't written them in a long time, which I feel super super guilty about.
But! My daddy wrote to me this morning, and he was all "Emme, darling, I miss you," blah, blah, and then he like, remembered the Fest thing and he asked if I didn't want him and mum to come this year, since I hadn't asked them, and then I started freaking out because of course I want them to come, you know? So I wrote back as quickly as I could, and they were super relieved. Oh! And I'm going to ask Lav to come, too. She's my favourite cousin of all, of course; I'd love for her to come and meet...er, my friends, and stuff.
Oh, my God, I need to introduce her to Pierre Scham.
La-dee-dah,
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Post by Emmeline Vance on Oct 31, 2010 18:46:06 GMT -5
 x  ---------------------------------------- october 18
feeling: flirty-ish
Hi.
I just realized something. Something about someone. More specifically, something about the way I feel for someone. And it's wonderful. The feeling? Like like. The boy? Gideon Prewett.
Is that weird? Like, that I like one of my best guy friends? Not really, right? I mean, if anything it's way more possible than liking somebody I don't know *cough*Ethan*cough*. And like, I know Gid inside out, and like, the past month especially, with cheerleading and all, which I admit he's gotten pretty great at thanks to my amazing coaching skills, and like...I feel like. That thing that I've always felt around guys I'm more than attracted to physically, and more than friends, definitely. That fluttery, jumpy feeling in my stomach, and the lightheadedness and saying stupid things around him and stuff. You know which feeling I mean. And it's Gid. And he's my friend and--
Oh, my gosh, I adore him. What if he's the guy I've been looking for? I mean, everything fits, doesn't it? It's got to be fate. I tell myself I'm going to fall for a guy that's close to me, somebody that knows me and that cares for me and that's totally attainable, and suddenly Gid pops into my life in all his awkward glory? It's got to be fate.
It's decided, then. I like Gideon Prewett. Oh, I missed the simple sound of that. When everything was as simple as that. The only problem is that he's...well...Gid. And that means that he's absolutely clueless about this, and it's going to take a lot of convincing for him to get it. I'll enlist accomplices, though. Rita's a good start. She's always gossipy and poking around in people's love lives. She could mention something to him. Of course, I'm going to start to get my flirting act going, and once I start, he won't be able to take his eyes off me.
Just wait, Mr. Prewett, Miss Vance is after you. That sounded weird. Ignore it.
♥ ♥ ♥
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Post by Emmeline Vance on Oct 31, 2010 19:11:21 GMT -5
 x  ---------------------------------------- october 18
feeling: ready to party!
GUESS WHAT EPIC EVENT IS COMING UP?
That's right. I can't wait! It's going to be fabulous. It's Rita, duh! Ooh, it'll be so amazing and beautiful and I get to wear a mask, and I already know which dress I'm going to wear, and it's black and it's gorgeous and I never wear black. Like, honestly, I think I've worn that colour twice in my entire life? Not including photoshoots of course, but I'm going to look so sexy, Gid won't be able to leave my side the entire night. Speaking of which, I got him invited, too, like a good girlfriend friend would do, and Gabby and TJ, as well. Even though I haven't spoken to the latter in like...a month or something. Hmph.
Well, so I'm going to get together with R sometime to pick out her dress, which will obviously be like, the best one in the entire party, and order a mask through owl service. She gave me this place that apparently has really great ones. I think I'm getting a black one to match the dress, and I'll leave my hair loose and shiny so it really stands out.
Oh, my God, I'm going to be beautiful. I can't wait for this thing. Thirteen more days!
Whoo!
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Post by Emmeline Vance on Oct 31, 2010 19:19:28 GMT -5
 x  ---------------------------------------- october 18
feeling: worried
Oh, geez, right. Gabby. Oh, no, oh, no, oh, no. I'd completely forgotten about her. In all my imaginations of Gid and I, and Rita and I talking about the party, when suddenly she came up in the conversation and I just realized...I haven't talked to her about Gid at all.
And I should. She's been best friends with Gid far longer than I have...and I mean, even I thought they'd be a cute couple. Yes, though now I've seen the light and know that me and Gid would be even cuter than them. I've always liked the contrast between a blonde and a brunette. Gabby's a brunette as well so they wouldn't really work out, anyway, you know? It'd throw off the whole dynamic. That's why I tend not to date blondes. Except for...well...Chace, and Cameron but...they were the exception, okay?
Oh, my GOD, what am I going to do if she says she minds? That she doesn't want me to be with Gid? Or worse! What if she says she's totally fine with it...but she's not! Oh, I can't have the Rita episode again, I really can't. How on earth could I get through that? I can't...stop liking Gid that suddenly, it's still hard for me to not tear up every time I look at Ted, and it's been almost a month since we broke up. And Ethan- NO. No, I'm completely one hundred percent over Ethan, shut up, you.
Okay. Face it, Emme. I have to talk to Gabby. It's kind of late now, though. I'll...talk to her tomorrow. In class. Through a note. Yes, I'm a coward like that.
PLEASE DEAR GOD DON'T MAKE HER LIKE HIM.
Praying,
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Post by Emmeline Vance on Oct 31, 2010 19:26:53 GMT -5
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Post by Emmeline Vance on Oct 31, 2010 19:42:36 GMT -5
 x  ---------------------------------------- october 20
feeling: pissed-off
ELEVEN MORE DAYS UNTIL HALLOWEEN! I can't wait! I've already picked out the mask, it's a gorgeous black lace number that magically adheres to my face, so it won't fall off while I dance all night long, and it goes perfectly with the dress. Almost as if they were made to match. It's going to be so amazing.
On a damper note. Which sounds horrible when you know what I'm about to tell you. TJ finally talked to me after like, ages. Why it's a damper note, you ask, if he's like, my bestest friend of life? That's because he was being a....a...jerk! He goes, and I quote: "I'm sorry I wasn't there. You know I've just been really swamped."
And then when I'm all, oh, my God what the hell, you don't even have time for me? He goes, and I quote: "If I thought it was something dire."
CAN YOU BELIEVE HIM? Something dire? DIRE!? WHAT MORE DIRE DO YOU WANT? I was like, dying! I get it that he has a life of his own, as much as it kills me to say that, and that he doesn't have to know every freaking detail of my life but, like, hello? It's been all over school, and just...URGH. Stupid...idiot...urgh! I can't believe him! Why can't he be more like Gid, huh? He was there for me. He cared. Hell, even Ethan freaking Cartier cared! He gave me chocolate. And what did Todd give me?
"I think I'll bring May to the party you invited me to, even though I know you hate her cause she's evil and she's the reason I've been ignoring you in your time of need."
Okay, so he didn't exactly say that but HELLO. Right? I'm not overreacting. It's normal that I'm pissed by his lack of interest, isn't it? YES. IT IS, OKAY? I would have thought that my best friend thought I mattered enough.
Screw him.
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Post by Emmeline Vance on Feb 22, 2011 18:06:36 GMT -5
 x  ---------------------------------------- october 22
feeling: jubilant
Oh my gosh, I've spent the last day just talking to a whole lot of people. I caught up with Cal, who apparently has a crush on Mica Petrova, whom I also spoke to after that and those two seriously need to get their groove on, cause it's ah-obvious that they wanna be with each other. Huh, maybe I should help them out.
Anyway, I also sent an owl to Suzanna Brownell cause she's Captain of the Quidditch Team, and I wanted to coordinate practices, and such. She has yet to reply to my last one, but she seems nice; fun. And I also had Chris Reid in my class this morning. I don't even know.
As to Gid, I think he's not so clueless anymore. I mean, I've been flirting like crazy, and I suppose Gabby already spoke with him, right? And he's acting a bit differently--in a totally good way, though. I bet he likes me back. (:
Life is great,
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Post by Emmeline Vance on Feb 22, 2011 18:12:52 GMT -5
 x  ---------------------------------------- october 23
feeling: !!!!!!!!!!!!
I KNEW IT! I KNEW IT! I KNEW IT AND GUESS WHAT? Gid just asked me out; and not only did he ask me out, but he did the most romantic and thoughtful and sweetest thing anyone's every done for me, I'm sure. Oh, gosh, okay, so I was in Divination class and we were trying to interpret patterns in smoke from insence burning or whatever, and Gid comes up and sits in front of me, and he asks me if I'm seeing anything, and I'm like 'no, do you?' and he goes 'actually, I do,' and points up, and written in smoke letters is this:
Oh, please, say to me, you'll let me be your man.
And please, say to me, you'll let me hold your hand.
Oh, yeah. That's the lyrics to I Want To Hold Your Hand. As in, The Beatles? Can he get any more perfect!? So of course I said yes, and it was adorable and eep! I'm still freaking out. How am I suppose to sleep with this level of excitement buzzing around me? I'm his girlfriend, he's my boyfriend! ♥
Definitely can't sleep,
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Post by Emmeline Vance on Feb 22, 2011 18:15:40 GMT -5
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Post by Emmeline Vance on Feb 22, 2011 18:21:59 GMT -5
 x  ---------------------------------------- october 27
feeling: like swooning
We kiiiiiiiissed!
He told me to meet him after class next to the common room, and he was there with my favourite flowers (how does he even know what my favourite flowers are? He's amazing!) and next to the closet where we first met; I can't believe he remembers that, and then he kissed me.
And kissed me again.
And again.
I am so loving this. And now I have very, very pretty yellow flowers in a vase next to my bed, which I'm looking at right now. Ah, the wonders of having a boyfriend.
I talked to Nessa today, as well. Just about whatever and stuff, when I had the brilliant idea of setting her up! Isn't that awesome, though? I just have to come up with somebody that I know is single, and at least in fifth year, and convince them to date her. Should be easy. She's super pretty and a cheerleader, and relatively popular, right?
ALSO. Three days until Rita's party! I actually have a date now. Whoo! (:
Very, very, happy.
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Post by Emmeline Vance on Feb 22, 2011 18:27:57 GMT -5
 x  ---------------------------------------- october 29
feeling: relieved
TJ finally apologized. It was about time, really. And he gave me flowers; yellow tulips. I now have two vases of them- more yellow in the dorm, haha.
Anyway, we're good now- he didn't know I was dating Gid, so that was a surprise, and we'll probably see each other at Rita's party, which is in TWO DAYS now. Speaking of parties and dates and stuff, I totally figured out somebody who could date Nessa. I was going to go with Luke, but since he used to like me (I have no clue if he still does), I thought it would be a bit mean, you know? I really wouldn't want to hurt him. So, instead, I asked Stefan. He basically does anything I ask him to do, so obviously, he said yes, and now they're planning a date, I think, and that's awesome and I told him that if they end up getting married they should buy me a present for being an awesome matchmaker.
As to my boyfriend, he's amazing, I love waking up and finding him waiting for me in the common room, having breakfast together, I love that he's a cheerleader, and I love holding his hand and kissing him. Kissing him. I love kissing him. He's a great kisser, despite only having done it like, once with Gabby when he was ten or something. He kisses way better than Ted, although with Ted we only like, pecked or whatever-- Gid and I have made out a few times. It's really exciting. He's a better kisser than any of my ex-boyfriends, as a matter of fact. I'll make a point to let him know sometime.
xoxo,
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Post by Emmeline Vance on Feb 22, 2011 18:30:23 GMT -5
 x  ---------------------------------------- october 30
feeling: spazzy
So, guess who decided to chat me up today? Ethan Cartier, that's who. Apparently he broke up with his girlfriend! He bought a ring or something. I don't know. He seemed really upset about it, though, it sucks. But yeah, well, he's still charming as ever. I like that he calls me 'E'. Nobody else calls me that. It's sweet.
Anyway, Rita's masquerade is tomorrow! I'm so, so so excited. I honestly can't wait! It'll be amazing, just wait and see.
xoxo,
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