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Post by sirius on Oct 4, 2009 15:44:36 GMT -5
 the shot heard 'round the world______________________________
Why do people keep springing huge surprises on me?
And why are these surprises never good?
Shocker of the Day: Annie's decided that her sisters' lives look oh so much better than her own. It's splashed all over the freakin' school tabloid how she's "joining up with the Dark side" or whatever the hell Danni and Skeets are calling her. Not that I trust that piece of garbage but I called Annie out on it. Pissed but, you know, not really expecting it to be true. Based on the fact that when I passed her the issue to show her I what I was talking about, she went all pale and ran out of the classroom?
They finally got a story right.
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Post by sirius on Oct 4, 2009 16:00:28 GMT -5
 the webs we weave______________________________
Way to go, Annie.
Or should I call you Andromeda?
You got what you wanted. They took you back. Mommy and Daddy love you and your big sis is there to protect from the big bad world. So so happy for you. And glad that you've got your priorities straight. Glad that you can trust the people who didn't give a fuck about you for six years just cause you didn't turn exactly how they wanted you to be. Bellatrix is a psychopath, Cissa's a whole 'nother story but you? I really thought better of you. You were supposed to the nice one, the sane one. You were supposed to be the one that didn't give in to all that purity crap. You were supposed to be the other one that didn't fit in. Not to make this all about me but... No, let's. While your family all but threw you out, I never did. I was there where you needed to vent about how much your little life sucked. I loved you when they didn't and when you didn't and I loved you for you, not because of your allegiances or your last name. You're my cousin and you used to be my favorite but you know what? I don't think you are anymore. You turned your back on everyone that was there for you when they weren't 'cause suddenly you have better opportunities. Be whoever the hell you want to be but at least make up your damn mind instead of flopping around. Grow a backbone and stop fucking with the rest of us if you really don't care. 'Cause if this is who you really are? The sort of person who can just disregard seventeen years of loyalty in favor of the family that used to love her?
Yeah. I think Cissa might be replacing you as my favorite cousin.
Sorry, love.
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Post by sirius on Oct 23, 2009 21:10:50 GMT -5
 we'll make the great escape we won't hear a word they say______________________________
Well that was just such a fun party. But actually, the funniest thing is that I'm not even kidding. Not that high and mighty pureblood and usually any sort of fun but the Graces were hosting and I figured Indi would be bored out of her mind with only Slytherins for company. Found her outside and we just kinda hung out there. Fun times.
No really. It's not like either of us really wanted to spend time with any of the idiots that were there. And it sure beats sitting around having everyone glare at you. Not that I would have even gone if it had have been anyone else that was hosting. But... yeah. That's about it?
Oh yeah! Reg looked fit to explode when he saw me walk in.
Yep.
Fun times indeed.
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Post by sirius on Oct 23, 2009 21:26:32 GMT -5
 it's over look out below______________________________
It seems as if the only thing I ever do with Lily lately is argue. Even when we're passing notes. But whoah wait, what am I saying? That's not the important thing here. The important thing is why we were arguing. The important thing is why Lily decided to take it upon herself to berate me and try to defend my own best friend to me as if she was some sort of selfless little angel when really, there's no way she isn't thinking of how good this is for her.
What's this?
Oh yeah.
James and Marls broke up.
No biggie or anything.
... except HOLYFUCKJAMESANDMARLSBROKEUP.
They're done. Done. Lily's a mess, I don't know how the fuck I'm supposed to feel and oh yeah! Here's the cherry on top of everything.
They're still in love with each other.
Let me repeat. I don't know how the fuck I'm supposed to feel.
Sorry? Happy? Guilty? Relieved? Upset? GUILTY?
Let's leave it at "I don't know."
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Post by sirius on Oct 23, 2009 21:40:42 GMT -5
 the forecast a car crash______________________________
Well it's not like this is my fault. I know I didn't help things out but it's not my fault. No matter how pissed James obviously is, as was demonstrated by his boot-camp of a Quidditch practice... I mean, it sucks and I'm sorry for him but I can't just sit around and feel bad and blame myself.
Anyway, practice went alright. Pierre did pretty good even though he's though new and all. Everyone else seemed fine. Well as fine as you can be when your captain's a mess.
I should probably talk to him. The whole avoiding thing we're doing is getting... weird.
Then again, he's probably pissed.
So this tactic might be best.
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Post by sirius on Oct 23, 2009 21:55:42 GMT -5
 i'm feeling it coming over me with you it all comes naturally______________________________
Alice Logan is probably my favorite person in the world right now. Saw her by the lake today and went to say hi and catch up. I feel bad that I haven't told about anything that's been going on and that I didn't explain anything to her today but I don't want her involved. Alice, my adorable little Alice, is not getting tangled into any of this, end of story.
Besides, she has her own stuff to worry about. She's got a date with Frank next weekend. Which is great. He's a great guy. She's obviously a great girl, I mean we've been best friends for six years now. So yeah.
I'm just in a weird mood.
But yeah, I guess she's been talking to Lily lately 'cause she knows about the stuff with her and Regulus. I still can't believe it. Can't believe either of them. It's just... one of those things that no one could have possibly seen coming.
But yeah, guess I just needed a break from everything so it was great to relax and laugh with Alice.
Merlin, I love her.
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Post by sirius on Oct 23, 2009 22:05:54 GMT -5
 because there's no way out stuck inside my head now______________________________
So I finally talked to James.
Well okay, I guess, actually he talked to me.
But who cares about specifics?
Anyway, turns out he heard about Lily and Regulus. So Lily made good on her deal after all - that being that she had to tell him or I would. No, I don't know what I was thinking except that maybe this would make James realize that he likes Lily? But she told him. And you know since, as she admitted in her little tirade when she told me they'd broke up, she told about all about me being in love with Marls... well, he brought that up to. Not as angry as I would have thought, I guess it was just awkward.
But it's not my fault. There was just too much... pressure? Or something, I don't know.
But I think things are good again for us. Or at least, better?
I don't know.
As always.
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