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Post by olivia on Jul 7, 2009 15:25:03 GMT -5
   
I think I'm passing notes too much these days. Seriously. This time, it was with Jackie. Yup, you say it right. I talked to Jackie Fontaine, AKA Emery's "secret" girlfriend. Well, she talked to me first. Asked me - really nicely - if I could please duck down a little since she couldn't see the board. She's really short, see. And you know what? Jackie Fontaine is not at all Slytherin-like. Nope, not at all. She's actually really, really nice. Seriously. She's a great person. Which is why if she does get hurt I really will kick Emery's butt. Seriously. I really will. You can't hurt someone who's that nice and funny and and...
Well anyways. Turns out she's Jake's friend! Apparently, he talked about me to her? Which is...kinda flattering? I mean, he's telling his friends that he's going out with me, so that HAS to be a good sign, right? It has to be! Well anyways. Jackie really is a nice person and I can't stand the idea that she might get hurt. So Emery BETTER tell his family SOON, goshdarnit! Or I'LL tell them myself. We can't have Jackie hurt! No sir-ree! I won't let that happen, not on MY watch.
Well, anyways. I have to go. People to see, stuff to do, ya know XD.
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Post by olivia on Jul 7, 2009 15:32:46 GMT -5
   
OH MY GOD!
OH MY GOD!
OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD!!!!
I CAN'T BELIEVE IT! I CAN'T BELIEVE I JUST DID THAT!! I CAN'T BELIEVE I JUST KISSED PIERRE SCHAM!!
THAT'S RIGHT!! I, OLIVIA THOMPSON, KISSED HIM, PIERRE FREAKING SCHAM!! ON THE LIPS!! I KISSED HIM!! K-I-S-S-E-D!! KISSED!! MY BEST FRIEND'S EX-BOYFRIEND! MY BROTHER'S BEST FRIEND! I KISSED HIM! AND HE KISSED ME BACK!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SERIOUSLY! HE KISSED ME BACK! AND I CAN'T STOP WRITING IN CAPITAL LETTERS! I'M JUST SO FREAKING SHOCKED AND AND AND AND I KISSED HIM!! I KISSED HIM!! I. KISSED. HIM!!! HOW COULD I KISS HIM?! OH MY GOD!! OH MY GOD!! OH MY GOD!!! OKAY I HAVE TO STOP SAYING OH MY GOD!
Okay I just took in a very deep breath. And I'm okay. Really. I'm fine. Seriously. Just fiiiine.
Okay that's a lie. I'm not fine. But at least I'm not using capital letters so much anymore? So this is basically what happened.
I was on the Quidditch pitch with the rest of the team. Practice and all. Nothing unusual there. When it was done, Pierre was there. And he asked me to practice with him 'cause he's trying out (it's great, but not the point!!). So anyway, we flew around a bit and he got in a few goals (none out of pity, honestly!!) and then I realised I owed McGonogall an essay TOMORROW and had no idea what it was about, really, so we had to cut it short. Pierre was cool about it, and he even offered to help! So, I got my stuff, and then we went to the kitchens for a snack while we work. Everything was fine and normal and dandy for a while. But then he fell asleep. And...I dunno what hit me, but I just wanted to kiss him so badly. So...I did.
AND THEN HE STARTED KISSING ME BACK!!! I DON'T KNOW WHY HE DID IT, HE JUST DID!! HE KISSED ME BACK!! AND I LIKED IT! I REALLY LIKED IT!! GAHHH OH MY GOOOD!!
So, in true Olivia style, I started freaking out afterwards. Seriously. It was kinda pathetic. And well...HE CALLED ME A COWARD!!! THE BUTTHEAD CALLED ME A COWARD!! Nevermind the fact that I am, in fact, one. THAT DOESN'T MEAN HE HAD TO CALL ME ONE!!! That...that...UGH!
Anyways. We agreed that nothing would change and we don't want this to ruin things and blah blah blah. What a joke. Of course things are going to change! Or, at least, things are going to be sorta awkward! BLAH this SUCKS! I can't believe I had to go and DO that! I'm so...so...UGH!!!
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Post by olivia on Jul 7, 2009 15:35:43 GMT -5
I still can't believe it. I kissed Pierre. I kissed Pierre. I kissed Pierre. Pierre!!! Now why did I do something as silly as that? Why, because I'm an idiot, of course. Duh. Dontchoo know? Olivia is all for doing stupid things these days. Like kissing her brother's best friends. Bleh. And I also told him it was a mistake. Only I didn't mean it because, all things considered, it didn't FEEL like a mistake. It actually felt really goo- Oh geez, I'm not going through this again. I'm NOT going to start imagining it again. I'm NOT going to start fantasising about how he tasted like lemon pie and smelled so good and and!!
UGH whatever. I'm done talking about this. DOOONE!! >.<
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Post by olivia on Jul 7, 2009 15:52:01 GMT -5
   
So. I FINALLY talked to J! It's been SO LONG since we last spoke! TOO long! Seriously, I HAVE missed him! I guess we've both been pretty busy with stuff? Anyway, so we talked. Sort-of? We passed notes, at any rate. I can't believe I've been such a horrible friend - not talking to him until now! Honestly, what kind of friend am I?! Still, we were both busy. Me with...drama and stuff, and him with helping other people with their homework, apparently. Which I still don't approve of. I mean, if he's gonna help anyone, he should help his friends (like moi, for example), right? Right, right. Which he's doing anyway. I managed to convince him to help me out with that stupid potions essay that's due this Friday. We're gonna meet at seven today. Oh! And Bella's gonna be there too, which should be cool. I haven't seen her in a while. I wonder how she's doing, with Remus and all.
Anyways...I told J about Jake. That we're going on a date and everything, I mean. He thought it was Pierre at first. I wish. J is one of the few people, really, who know about my feelings towards Pierre. I don't remember when I told him, exactly, but I really am glad that I did because, honestly, holding a secret in you for a long time isn't healthy. Plus, I'm not exactly the best secret-keeper, I'll admit. And it's nice to be able to talk to someone about Pierre and not worry about slipping up or whatever. Not like I talked about him to J much. Although, now that I think about it, J seemed sort of...surprised that Pierre isn't the one I'm going out with? I don't blame him, I guess, I mean he does now how I feel about him. But then he asked if Pierre knows, and I have no idea why that even matters? Pierre does know...I told him yesterday, after all. And...I think he reacted normally? That's what I told J anyway.
Well. Anywho. I now have a new project: I will set up my little JK with someone. I'm not really sure who, but I think playing matchmaker should be fun! I'm ashamed to admit that the first person to pop into my head was Jenna Edwards. I think it was an automatic sort of thing. So how about composing a list of possibilities?
- Jenna Edwards [*sigh* not her, no...]
- Alice Logan [?? Maybe? I think they'd look so cute together! Although, I don't know if Alice still has that crush on Frank that she told me about before...]
- Danni Valo [Umm, maybe? I don't know her...at all, really, but I do know that she's smart? And she's a Ravenclaw? So maybe? I dunno...]
- Gabrielle Kennedy [Aww, Gabby! I don't know if they'd get along too well, but I'll still consider her?]
- Belle Harver [Hrmm...those two might be interesting together? I dunno...]
Danielle Olivier [Kidding, kidding.]
...And that's all I've got?! Huh, this is harder than I thought. I guess I'll just have to keep my eyes open, huh? Haha.
In other news...OHMYGOSH MY DATE WITH JAKE IS IN TWO DAYS!! TWO DAAAAYS!! AHHHH!!
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Post by olivia on Jul 13, 2009 4:52:21 GMT -5
   
So I talked to Jesse today. Jesse Palmiro. He sounded kinda upset, to be honest. Although, I guess since we were passing notes and all, it would be silly to say he sounded upset, but meh. Anyways, turns out he was kinda upset. Harper, who was his girlfriend for some time, left apparently? And kinda broke his heart? Which is really sad, obviously, but honestly he didn't seem quite so broken up about it? I dunno, not sure. I just wanted to hug him right then because, you know, breaking up with someone is always tough. But, like I said, he didn't seem too upset? I think he's about ready to move on. Which is good, of course. Any girl would be lucky to be with Jess!
Gosh, I hadn't talked to him in a while! It was nice catching up a little. I think I should find Alice soon, too. I miss her like heck. Her and Lily and I should get together sometime, just like old times! Especially with Lily leaving this year and all. Goodness, I'll miss her when she leaves! Who's going to help me with potions?! I'll be a total goner without her! Argh, I have way too many friends in seventh year for my liking! Honestly! And I'm going to miss them all! Okay, that's probably a bad time to think about that. Let's think happy thoughts, like...like...
OH! Apparently Ethan and Indigo are back together again?! According to the tabloid, that is. Which is brilliant! About time, I'll say! Those two have been dancing around each other for AGES! Oh, and also on the tabloid? Apparently, Sirius and Alecto are over! Can't say I'm too upset about that, because seriously those two were just an odd match. Seriously. I mean...almost as weird as Evan and I! Which was just plain STRANGE! Honestly! I don't know WHAT to think about this stuff about Andromeda joining her family - it sounds like pretty nasty stuff to me, so I kinda stayed away from that section? I just hope Annie knows what she's doing! And -
OH! OH! OH!
Emery and Jackie appeared in the tabloid too! They're speculating over them! Which meaaaans...EMERY WILL BE FORCED TO TELL DANI NOW! AND I DON'T HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT MY BFF GETTING MAD AT ME IF SHE FINDS OUT I KNEW! YAAAY!! About time, I'd say! Now I won't have to worry about Jackie getting hurt and me kicking Em's butt! Yayness!
Anyhoo...I think that's all from the tabloid? I think I really should stop reading that thing, but I can't help myself! Of course, some of it is probably lies - like that last issue. How dare they assume such things about Lily?! Whoever made that stupid picture is such a...a...GIT!! And I don't like them at all! Even though I don't know them at all, but seriously how could they do that to LILY?! It's all rumors, obviously. Lily would never POSE for a picture like that! It's so obviously manipulated! Grr, what a meanie!
Anyways. I'm going to bed now. The date is after tomorrow! Yayness!
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Post by olivia on Jul 13, 2009 5:19:08 GMT -5
  
So. I talked to Jenna Edwards again today. Apparently, her and Pierre made up. Woo-frigging-hoo. I know what you're thinking (well, if you could think..?). "But, Livy, didn't YOU try to get them to make up yourself?" And you know what? Yes, yes I did. But now that they actually made-up I'm JEALOUS. Okay? I'll admit it. I'm jealous of HER with her stupid long pretty black hair and her stupid pretty blue eyes and her stupid pretty smile and her stupid NICENESS!! Yes, her NICENESS! I can't even HATE this girl! I'm super jealous of her, but I can't hate her! How messed up is THAT?! Even worse - I WANT TO BE HER FRIEND!! Because she's uber nice. Seriously. She gave me tips that should help with Jake. SHE'S SO BLOODY NICE IT'S NOT FAIR!!! She's not supposed to be nice!!
I think I complained about this before...but whatever!! I'm going to keep saying because it's just! not! fair! WHYYY out of ALL the girls in this whole bloody school, Pierre has to fall for the NICE ONES?! Seriously?!?! Tell me, where is the fairness in that?! I swear, I'm CURSED to be friends with every single one of his girlfriends!! Seriously!! It's AWFUL!!
AND YOU KNOW WHAT THE WORST THING IS?!?!
I felt bad! About kissing Pierre, I mean! I felt really, really bad because she obviously really likes him and I'm pretty sure he likes her back so you know what I did? DO YOU KNOW WHAT I DID?!
I TOLD HER I WOULD SET THEM UP.
SERIOUSLY.
I ACTUALLY SAID THAT.
Well...wrote that. BUT STILL! I can't BELIEVE myself! What is WRONG with me?! Am I some sort of...masochist?!?! I MUST BE!! IT'S NOT FAIIIIIR!! GAHH!! I must be the stupidest person on this whole PLANET! No, no - in this whole UNIVERSE! Seriously! Gaaah!!!!
Oh whatever. I'm done talking about Jenna. Onto her brother...
TOMORROW IS OUR DATE! EEEP!! I'M SO EXCITED NOWWWW!!!!!
And I STILL haven't figured out what I'm going to wear! GOD! I can't believe I'm going to leave it to the last minute like that! Gaaah!! I'll ask Dani for help tomorrow morning. I'm going to bed.
Oh wait! Note to self: Don't mention Jake's parents to Jake. Apparently it's a "touchy subject".
Okay. NOW I'm going to bed.
Oh wait! Shoot, I need to give Pierre back his music player. Borrowed it right after I talked to Jenna. Needed the music therapy. Bah. Must remember to do that...tomorrow? He's probably in bed already. Oh well.
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Post by olivia on Jul 13, 2009 5:50:20 GMT -5
   
Time: 12:01 a.m.
You know how I said I was going to bed?
Yeah?
Well. I can't sleep. I've been in bed for about...an hour? And I still can't sleep. It's midnight. And sleep is eluding me. And I'm bored. And nervous. Like, really nervous. I mean...this is my first date in...A WHOLE YEAR?!! God, how lame is THAT? But seriously. What do you DO on a first date? I mean...okay, stupid question. Obviously, you talk. You get to know each other? But I already KNOW Jake. Sort of? Okay, so not really. I mean, we're not exactly good friends or anything? We're just, you know. Friends. Normal friends? Like...yeah. Normal friends. I'm just worried that I'm going to say something really, really, REALLY stupid. Because, you know. I tend to do that when I'm nervous/anxious/feeling awkward/you know...
But I can't help it! And I can't sleep! I'm too worried and anxious and excited and nervous and! and! and!
GAAAH!
Time: 1:12 a.m.
It's an hour later. And I STILL can't sleep! What. Gives?
Time: 1:45 a.m.
Okay, this is seriously lame. And the bed is getting all uncomfortably warm. I swear, I'm seriously going to bed now. Seriously. If only the girl who's like two beds away from me would stop snoring. And whyyy is time passing by so SLOWLY?! I'm probably not going to wake up in time for breakfast tomorrow...
Time: 2:34 a.m.
Still awake. Unbelievable. SLEEP, WHY DO YOU HATE ME SO?!?! I just want to sleeeeep!! 
Time: 3:02 a.m.
I'm going to look so puffy tomorrow morning from lack of sleep. I'll probably look like...like a blow up doll or something! And I'll have circles under my eyes - OH MY GOD I'M GOING TO LOOK LIKE A RACCOON OR A PANDA!! AND PROBABLY NOT A CUTE ONE!! AHHHH!!!
Time: 3:25 a.m.
Whyyy am I not sleeeeeeepy?! And whyyyyyyy won't Janie stop snoooring?! Is this her form of punishment toward me because Tink scratched her pretty new shoes? IT'S NOT MY FAULT TINK DOESN'T LIKE HER! Technically, it's her fault for accidentally stepping on Tink's tail! GAH. Maybe I should just roll her over. They say that if you roll over the person who's snoring, they stop. But what if I wake her up??? Gah, what a conundrum.
Time: 3:51 a.m.
Okay, this is getting fairly ridiculous. It's almost four a.m. AND I'M STILL NOT ASLEEP! WHYY am I so NERVOUS?! It's just one stupid date! It's not even that serious! Gahhh!
Time: 4:05 a.m.
Just remembered! Try outs are tomorrow! I HAVE TO BE UP IN I DON'T KNOW HOW MANY HOURS FOR TRY OUTS!! WHEN WERE THEY AGAIN?! AFTER BREAKFAST?!?!
OH MY GOD!
I'M GOING TO LOOK LIKE A PANDAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!
Time: 4:24 a.m.
Maybe Dani knows some sort of glamour charm that'll stop me from looking like a panda...Or maybe Marls does! She seems like the type of person to know that type of stuff! Okay, THAT crisis is averted...now if only I could SLEEP!
Time: 4:44 a.m.
SUCCESS! A YAWN! Okay, I'm done writing in this thing. I think I'm seriously going to go to bed now. YAY!!
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Post by olivia on Jul 15, 2009 8:11:00 GMT -5
  
Okay, so thanks to Dani's lovely glamors, I DIDN'T look like a panda/raccoon when we had try-outs. The try-outs went well. Pierre performed pretty well. Or, well, pretty well is an understatement - you know why? 'CAUSE HE MADE THE TEAM! Yup, yup, Pierre's on the team as a chaser! Of course, I would have liked it if another girl was on the team too and had been hoping that BEFORE Pierre told me he was applying, but honestly it's great that he's not on the team! Not that I need anything else to distract m I mean, yeah, it's awesome! And he was so happy! SEE? SEE? I told him he would make the team. But he didn't believe me, did he?! Nope, nope he didn't! James made a good choice, I'll say. Pierre was better than all of them, honestly. Although, admittedly, I might be just a liiiittle biased...but whatever! He was, obviously, good enough to make the team! It was a very good way to start the day, I'd say. A very good omen because you know what? The rest of the day went brilliantly too!
Yup, my date with Jake was awesome. It really was. I already knew he was a cool guy, but you know what? He's a GREAT one. Honestly. He's totally sweet and just brilliant! And you know what? He was actually interested in me. For once, I'm starting to like a guy who I might have a chance with. Which is great, obviously. I mean, I can quite confidently say that there's a much better chance of me being in a relationship with Jake then there is with me being in a relationship with Pierre. And no, I don't think I'm "settling" or anything. That's just ridiculous. I truly and honestly think I can start liking Jake as much as I like Pierre, and stop liking Pierre. Look at me, being optimistic for once! Haha, I'm sure Rosie would be proud of me. She's always complaining about my pessimism whenever I see her. Well, anyways!
So, like I said, the date went amazingly well. We met up in the common room, and Jake had a backpack with him with the snacks and stuff - just cold, cut sandwiches and pumpkin juice and such. Oh! And candy, of course. It's funny how EVERYone seems to know about my addiction to candy >.< I guess it's pretty much the first thing you find out about me, I'm sad to say? Well, anyways. So we went by the lake and Jake, obviously, led the way to the river. The way was a little uneven and, even in sneakers, I managed to stumble up once. But, no harm done. Jake caught me before I feel, haha. Which was very sweet of him, honestly. I blushed like hell, of course I was so embarrassed, falling like that and all! But other than little trip-up, everything else went by very smoothly. When we were at the river (the view was beautiful, by the way. Just thought I'd say) we skipped rocks for a while and stuff, fun stuff really. And then afterwards we sat down for our picnic and...uhh..."talked". Only, of course, we didn't talk since Jake can't talk. It was honestly strange for me, not talking. But nice at the same time, you know? We practiced some more sign language and he showed me the spell that he uses to write with his wand in the air - very cool, by the way. And then...hmm..
Oh yeah! I told him about Alex! Not voluntarily, of course. He just kinda asked me why I was so interested in learning sign language and stuff, so I HAD to tell him. And well...I told him everything? About Alex and his "condition" and everything. He reacted pretty positively. Wasn't pitying, wasn't shocked or anything. Which is good. I really liked that. And then he told me about his family. His father is pretty cruel, to be honest. I won't relate everything he told me on here 'cause like, you know, what if someone finds this thing? Plus, I don't think I'd be able to write down all the details, they're just safely locked in my head. But it's nice to know that Jenna and his mum are both on his side and what-not. I didn't tell him about my parents though. Not yet, anyway. I think the whole thing about Alex was enough for the first date, don't you? Maybe I'll tell him next time.
Yup, next time. There's going to be a next time. He actually wants a next time! He told me so, when we were going our separate ways to our respective dormitories and all. He just gave me a hug (which was really sweet, by the way), thanked me for coming along and I told him I had a great time, and he told me had a good time too, and then he said we should do something together again! That means he wants a second date, right?! I hope so!! Haha, I can't stop smiling!
Anyways, I'm off to bed!
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Post by olivia on Aug 19, 2009 4:31:04 GMT -5
   
I'm really, really worried about Belle. She started a conversation with "I need you", of course I'm concerned! Anyone who would start a conversation with 'I need you' must be in some sort of trouble or something, right? Turns out she's just fed up with everything to do with her parents, asking her to forgive them or something. I don't blame her for being fed up, but I honestly am worried about her. I mean...what if she turns to something to calm herself down - something unhealthy! Like, at least for me I turn to candy and music - the former might not be that healthy in the long run but it's better than something like - like smoking or alcohol or something! Of course, Belle couldn't possibly be that upset - right?!
Anyways. As we all know, I'm...not that great with advice. But I am good at cheering people up with girl's nights and what-not! So I invited her out to the Three Broomsticks for a night of talking and pigging out on sugary goodness - which I'll be providing, obviously. I'll need to stop by on the way to Honeydukes if my stash doesn't suffice. Hmm, we'll see. Anyways, not much else has been happening these days. I'm still sorta trying to avoid Pierre. Sort-of. I dunno. Maybe he's avoiding me. Or we're avoiding each other. Whatever it is, it's working. I'm using my other friends as an excuse not to hang out with Dom that often. And you know the ironic thing? Before all this, I was starting to hang out more with Pierre than with Dom - my own brother!
Weird, huh?
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Post by olivia on Sept 4, 2009 17:32:29 GMT -5
   
Today I talked to Arthur McAlly! Only, II called him Arty. And he was okay with it, surprisingly enough. See, if Arthur can handle being called "Arty", then surely Pierre can handle being called "Pierre Bear", right? Okay...so maybe Pierre Bear is a little more childish, but whatever. It's just a nickname. Anyway, that's not important. What IS important is that Arty actually asked me for advice! On romance! Me, who knows practically nothing about romance at all! And, apparently, I gave him good advice? I dunno. It didn't feel like good advice, but oh well. If he thinks so, who am I to say otherwise?
Anyhow. The situation! Arty's best friend is Brielle. He recently found out that she's in love with him. And now he doesn't know what to do. It kinda hit really close to home, what with my...uhh...thing with Pierre and all. So it was kinda hard NOT to be biased, but I think I did an okay job? I just told him to tell her how he really feels, and not to string her along. Because that's what I would've wanted Pierre to do. Well...okay, so that's kinda a lie. I would've wanted Pierre to say he liked me back, of course. But you know. That's not gonna happen, so him being honest would've been the second best thing, you know? Because then I wouldn't have been hurt later when I realised he didn't really mean it.
I honestly feel for Brielle, though. Being in love with a close friend is something. Actually telling him and setting yourself up for possible rejection? That's just...scary. I don't think I could ever be brave enough to do it. And 'm a Gryffindor and I can't even do that! I just...gah, whatever. I wish Arty luck. And I give mad props to Brielle for being such a brave girl >.<
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Post by olivia on Sept 5, 2009 6:10:46 GMT -5
  
Well. I went to Hogsmeade with Belle yesterday. For starters, she was late, which had me worried enough. I had NO idea what was wrong, if there was anything wrong, if something had happened to her - Belle is usually quite punctual! Anyway, when she DID show up, she had a bag with her. Which confused me cause, you know, I was the one bringing the sweets and all! You know what was in the bag? A bottle of alcohol. Seriously. Belle brought ALCOHOL. Alcohol!! I didn't know she drinks!! Actually, I don't think she does - I think she's starting now!! And she was all casual about it too! And she started drinking - RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME!! And I just sat there and let it happen! It wasn't like I could DO anything. I mean...I couldn't snatch the glass out of her hand or whatever. Although I wanted to. Believe me, I REALLY wanted to. But I had no right. Plus, she would've probably snapped at me.
So, she got drunk. And then she started talking. She told me all about her brother. And her parents. And...I didn't know what to say. What're you supposed to say when being told such sad news? "I'm sorry"? No, that was just stupid. So I just...hugged her. And then I took her back to Hogwarts and carted her all the way to her dormitory in the Gryffindor common room. And I stayed the night with her, because I promised I would. Besides, someone once told me that you could choke on your own puke if you sleep drunk! So I kinda HAD to stay anyway otherwise she would be on my conscious all the time and stuff. I slept on the chair next to her bed. It was very uncomfortable. I still have cricks and stuff. But I'd do anything for my friends so...the cricks don't really matter. At least I got her through the night safely. No choking on your own puke on my watch, no sir-ree!
...That looks really weird when I write it down. But whatever. I'm going to take a small nap. Later!
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Post by olivia on Sept 5, 2009 7:01:29 GMT -5
  
I really should stop asking people for candy. I bet it gives them a horrible first impression of me. But at the same time, it's a good way to meet new people, right? And meeting new people is...uh...good. Of course, the circumstances in which I meet new people are unusual. Like, I bet they always think "who's this crazy girl asking me for candy? I don't even know her!" But usually I get candy out of the exchange, so it's all good! I mean, that's what happened with Arty McAlly. And it also happened with Jack Sparrow! Which is a surprise, really, because he's a Slytherin. I could tell from his tie and stuff. I think the only reason I ended up asking HIM was because he was eating M&Ms at the time. And I do love M&Ms! I couldn't really...RESIST. Gah, darn my sweet tooth to hell! It brings me all sorts of issues, honestly! But I can't seem to HELP it!
Anyways. He didn't give them up easily, of course. So I promised I'd do anything for him - within reason. I'm not that desperate! Neither am I stupid, thank you VERY much. Although what happens next might not exactly uhhh show that. Because...well, he told me to name his terms. And you know what I said? I mentioned my virginity!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SERIOUSLY! It MUST have been the M&Ms or something. Because I would NEVER mention my VIRGINITY to a guy - much less a complete STRANGER - unless I was being distracted. Which I was, so...well, it's still no excuse!! I can't believe I SAID that!! GAAAAH! And he was INSULTED! I INSULTED A COMPLETE STRANGER! A SLYTHERIN!! CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?!?!
So, I did the one thing that you do in this situation. I apologised Profusely. I really wanted those M&Ms okay?? So he accepted my apology and gave me the M&Ms. And they were really good too. But now I'm kinda really worried - now I owe a Slytherin. And while I'm one hundred percent sure it's not going to be some sort of sexual favour, I have no idea what he'll ask me to do.
Gosh, the things I get myself into! >.<
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Post by olivia on Sept 5, 2009 18:48:31 GMT -5
   
Guess who I talked to today? Teddy! Yup, I finally talked to Teddy! I hadn't talked to him in AGES! I've missed him soooo much! Anyways, he started the conversation by asking whether he should tell Professor Burbage what a rubik's cube actually IS. And I encouraged him to do that. And she kinda embarrassed him in the middle of class? >.< She asked him to solve it and he couldn't. I still feel kinda bad for him! But at least she didn't give him a detention for sassing her or whatever, right?! Right, right. Well anyways. After that, we got to talking. Started catching up and stuff. He's still as messy as ever! And well...
I told him about my father and stuff. About how he wrote to me and not my other siblings and what happened and blah blah. I haven't really thought about him for a while now, to be honest. I think I just started to think about it now again. I'm kinda...upset all over again. I mean...honestly, why didn't he talk to me again? I just...ugh. Whatever. I don't want to think about this again. It'll just depress me and I'm already kinda sad and ughhh!! Whatever. If he doesn't want to talk to us again, then fine. I don't NEED him anyway. I've been just fine without my father for the past few years. I'll be fine now! I just...I really want a father. I've never had a real one. Not for a really long time. And I just...I just...
Gahhhhh. Maybe I should write him again? I dunno. I just...I should probably talk to my brother about this. I dunno. We'll see.
ANYways, on brighter news...I'm going with Teddy to Hogsmeade this weekend! I'm gonna help him pick out a gift for Tabby. I wonder what she would really like...something magical, probably. I think she'd really like that. Well anyways. I hafta go do that Potions essay. See ya!
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Post by olivia on Sept 5, 2009 19:41:23 GMT -5
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