losing you

[liluraliridon]

Lia,

I know you aren’t here to see this, but I thought I would write it anyway, because maybe somehow, somewhere, you’ll know.

I wish you were here. I wish I could still look forward to the time I would have spent with you this summer. Visiting Mummy’s gallery and listening to the two of your discuss your paintings, visiting Daddy's shop with you and hearing him call us Cece and Leece, as always, eating ice cream together at Florean Fortescue’s... I just wish I could have a wonderful summer with you and Amy and Phil, and everything could be normal and happy again. But you're gone, and I can't change that.

You were my best friend, and losing you is the worst thing that’s ever happened to me. I can’t even explain how much I’m going to miss you, but I know you wouldn’t want me to be sad forever. So I have to try to move on.

I just don’t know how.

Love,