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Post by haileyswan on Jul 7, 2007 11:32:52 GMT -5
Dearest Diary,
What should I write about today? All my thoughts? Feelings? Envies of hearing about everyone's great summers? Uh oh. I promised not to rant about that but it is so hard. I mean, my summer was nice, I could do whatever I wanted. But I never saw my parents. When I did it was a quick hi and then they were dashing out the door again. It was like the didn't care that it was two months of the year I'm at home. It's always been like that, every summer, but for reason it annoyed me this time. It's weird. Normally I'm happy to be able to do whatever I want. I've changed somehow, Diary, and I don't think I like it. I mean, I'm the same, but my feelings on a lot of stuff...and certain people...have changed. I don't know why I just hope everything ends up alright.
Hailey * Swan
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Post by haileyswan on Jul 21, 2007 17:59:21 GMT -5
Well, here I am, back at Hogwarts. Back with friends. And not-so-friends. And friends-turned-not-so-friends. I'm not sure Dearest Diary whether I shoudl be writing this but screw my caution. Haven't I always thrown it to the wind? It's Vonna. Sweet Vonna who's been my friend for quite a while. She's so cold towards me. And me to her, I guess. There was no fight, no anything. I'm guessing she just suddenly realized that I had feelings for Sirius- shortly after I started to suspect hers. That would make sense. Now everything is so tense between the two of us- so cold. Something's gonna happen soon. I can feel it. I used to laugh at people who would say that but now I know what they mean. One of us is gonna snap.
God, what am I doing? I don't sound like myself at all. How bout I point out some of the good things. Well, I've gotten to see James and Lily which was nice- especially seeing Lily- I've missed her so much! Poor Lily, she'll be stuck in the middle if something happens between me and Vonna. No. I'm not talking about that any more. No, it was really nice to get to see them again. I still haven't really had a chance to talk to Sirius- not about me liking him but just to catch up. Then again, maybe I should just tell him I like him. That's what the old Hailey would have done. But no, this is Sirius. If I say something at the wrong time things coudl be awkward forever. God! There's another thing changed. I never would have worried about awkward moments before. I'm an icebreaker. I'm good in awkward moments. I save people in awkward moments. Dear God, Diary, what's happening to me?
Hailey * Swan
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