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Post by jamespotter on Dec 7, 2009 12:13:00 GMT -5
McKinnon:
I love you.
Do you realize how much it takes of me to admit that? To admit that, despite everything, I still love you? That I'll probably always love you. You were my first-- first kiss, first time, first girlfriend, first love. As much as I love Evans now, I loved you first.
Shit, where the hell am I going with this?
Hate me. Love me. Do what you feel you have to do, but just know that you are special. You are worth everything in the world, and anything I could have given you would have never been enough. I wasn't good enough for you, Marlene, because I couldn't give you everything the way that a person should. I gave you up so that you could find someone who could give you everything; someone who would make you their entire world. Hate me for it, sure, but I only broke your heart so that someone better could come along and fix it; so they could treat you like the beautiful, smart, talented, amazing girl that you are-- the absolute goddess that you are.
I have hope that we can remain friends in the future. I have hope for us now that I didn't have for us when we were together. Sometimes, there is a thing called "too much of a good thing", and, darling, that was us.
Stay beautiful, love. Stay exactly the way you are because you don't need to change for anyone. And kick Sirius' ass for me--
And have a good summer, alright? I'm sure we'll be seeing each other in the future. Fuck. I know we will.
Yours,
James
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