HELP KABBY? PLEASE?

[Andromeda Black]

Hey.

Okay. so.

This is one of those "I have too many character ideas and I don't know what to do about it and I'm sure people are sick of me rambling to them about it via msn so how bout I just make a thread here" threads. Yup.

I guess I have two main problems. I have a character (well more than one, really, but one especially at the moment) that I really want, and I have a character I kinda want to delete. You'd thinkk that would be rather compatible but it's... complicated, so... yeah. Basically, here are the options, hopefully that clears it up:


FAOLAN LUKA BROWN(?)
Last name subject to change

Luka, Luka, Luka. Well, for starters, he goes by his middle name, yes. One of the main reasons I really want the chance to play this character is because he'd be a lot darker than any character I've ever played before. He's quiet, for one thing, observes people, keeps to himself except around people he feels to be worth his time. When it comes to most, he just really doesn't give a fuck. He can be quite rude, but he's very calm and collected about it, doesn't get temperamental easily at alllll. He comes from a rather well-off muggle family, his dad's an ambassador or statesman or something along those lines (I haven't decided exactly of what origin, European though), and his mom left when he was a kid, so he doesn't remember her much. He traveled a lot as a child, didn't really have any friends or people that stuck in the picture, and his dad was always working and busy, so he became very closed off. He likes making people squirm, finding their pressure points or their weaknesses and exploiting them however he can. He studies people, those that he cares enough about, at least. He'd also probably be a dealer, to select students, cauuuse well, honestly, we've got all these druggie students and where are they getting their supply, huh? Baha, okay, no, but seriously, yeah, he most likely would be, though he gets more enjoyment from pulling people in and breaking them down than from actually getting high or anything like that himself. He's very, very cynical, if you couldn't tell, thinks the world is a shitty place and most people are shitty, and he just likes screwing people up however and whenever he can. He's a bitt of a womanizer, but I use the term selectively, because well, so is he. He's just very much a one-night-stand/fling kind of guy, obviously; he doesn't get attached to people at all, partially because he doesn't let himself. There definitely are maybe a few people that he just wouldn't admit to be attached to, but yeah, he's not openly caring or anything like that. Annnnd, idk, I can't think of much else to say?


CASSANDRA MACLAREN

Okay... So I just couldn't resist putting her here too, but yeah, Cassie, idk, she'd need her Maggie -flutttt- xD bahaha, but no, seriously, I do miss her, and I wish I hadn't been so quick to delete her, or that I'd done more with her. I like that she's spunky and refreshing to play. She's a lottt like myself, actually, in some ways at least, so maybe that's why I can't get her out of her head. I just like the idea of a character that's really decent and has her opinions and stands by them but is open to change, who loves her friends more than anything, who's... yeah, idk, I just smile whenever I think about playing her 'cause it does sound so damn refreshing. And I just... I miss her... a lot... all the time ><


LYDIA VANDERVEER

Annnd now Dee, I already have, but she's one of the characters I would consider dropping for one of the above, mainly because she's one of the more disposable of my characters. If I did though, I would definitely want to finish some stuff first, although I do hate knowing that I'm gonna delete a character, but anywho, I love her stuff too much, and in all honestly, I love her too much, she's my little weirdo in her own little world, and she's always fun. Buut I guess when it comes down to it, she's just more deleteable than say Isabelle, or Rita? If that makes any sense? So idk what to do here.


ANDROMEDA BLACK

Yeah. I know. It's Annie. Andromeda. The character I've had forfuckingever. My "main" character. The one with the purple name. I know, I know, I know. There are so many things about Annie that make it so hard for me to even imagine dropping her. The Black sisters, everything she's been through there, everything I've yet to get her through with her family, her upcoming plottage with Seb, the fact that she's a canon and that means someone else could play her asljldsjdlsldhjsdl okay okay, I know I sound all selfish saying that, but I just can't even fathom that, I've played her for so long and ugh, but that's exactly my other point, really. I've had her forever. Almost four years now. Like, to maybe put that in better perspective for everyone, I was thirteen when I created Andromeda Black here. Like... asljdsljdskdjksds. Idk. I guess what I'm trying to say is that in some ways... I'm tired of her? I still love her to pieces and she still comes easily, but I'm just not that enthusiastic about plotting anything else with her, and I hate that she's this deadweight almost. Fief and Jooj can both attest to how close I actually came to dropping her last summer, and those thoughts have stayed with me and here I am so many months later and I still feel this way. I'm just ridiculously torn between not wanting to give her up but... not reeally wanting to play her and thinking I could do so much more and be so much happier with another character in her place, minus all the regret and longing I would feel >< Yeah. This is just me rambling and some of you have heard the whole spiel about Annie a million times but most of you haven't and I hope this isn't too ridiculously out of blue, or that I'm making sense and you can understand where I'm coming from. I guess this is really the crux of this thread, because whatever I do, I just want to 1) let everyone know that there's this issue and 2) see what everyone else thinks about it, because I have played her for so long, and she does have some plots, and I couldn't just drop her without notice. I just... I honestly have no idea what to do about all this. So. Yeah.

Idk. General thoughts or opinions or weigh-ins or what have you?

[jules]

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i think you should make luka.









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[Indigo Grace]

OHMYGOSH I DON'T WANT YOU TO GET RID OF ANNIE BECAUSE YOU'RE HER AND I DON'T LIKE TO THINK OF ANYONE ELSE TO PLAY HER AND SHE'S BEEN AROUND FOREVER LIKE ME AS BELLATRIX AND I'M EVEN TIRED OF PLAYING BELLATRIX BUT PEOPLE LIKE ME AS HER AND THAT'S WHY I HAVEN'T DROPPED HER AND OMYGOSH I'LL BE THE ONLY ORIGINAL BLACK SISTER LEFT AND THAT WOULD BE WEIRD AND THINGS ARE GONNA CHANGE AND OMGOD MEDA DON'T GO.

And now that I've had that sad pained rant, in THE END, you should do what you want to do! Cause if you aren't happy there's no point in playing a charrie you don't want, and your prospective charries sound great too.

[isabelle]

Okay so this is also one of those times where Kabby makes a big fuss about something and then decides rather quickly? Decides-ish? Idk. But anyways, IIIIIII don't think I could go actually through with deleting Annie in reality, I really don't, SO IT'S OKAY KELSEY, WE'LL STILL HAVE TRIX AND MEDA, AT THE END OF THE DAY I DON'T THINK I COULD GIVE THAT UP EVERR XDDD IT HURTS WAYY TOO MUCH TO IMAGINE D:

Soooooo what I think I'm gonna do is probably drop Dee, but not right away, annnnnnd I might even bring her back eventually, who knows. I'm definitely gonna finish her thread with Gabby, if you're reading this, Jooj (-wink wink-) annnd if anyone else had plottage with her they still wanted to carry out, let me know, I suppose? I can't remember much else. But yeah, she'll still be here for a bit annnnd that will give me more time to make sure I want Luka, but if I do make him, I'm 99.9% sure that Lydia will be the one going?

Thankyouuuu to everyone who's listened to me ramble about all this rofl, and for having patience with me for throwing a big deal and then calming down all in the same night, idk, I'm a spazz about these things, I really am ><

[Ian Fleming]

Oh, gosh, thank goodness, because I can't imagine anyone else playing Andromeda because you're fabulous as her, Kabby, honestly.

[isabelle]

Awww sdljsldjsdjls thank you thank you -blushes- that really does mean a lot to me, thankies, I guess I'm just hoping now I can try and plot up a storm with her again haha.

Soooo -waggles eyebrows- any takers, hmm hmmm?

Bahahaha

[portiaburke]

*PUPPYEYES*
you know what i mean.

[Andromeda Black]

kdhskdskdhskdss I DO I DO AND I WANT SO BAD.
I'M SO TORN.
CASSIE MUSE EVERY DAY.
STUCK IN MY HEAD.
....I re-read her app the other day and Portia's and sdlldjlsjdjsldssld.
I will bring her back eventually. Somehow.
There is a plan. Kinda. Idk.
But she will be back eventually. She will, she will.

[isabelle]

Okay, so... ha. I'm such an indecisive little freak, I know, I know. But. I've decided I'm not gonna be making Luka anytime soon, sorry sorry sorry. I just can't bring myself to make another new character soon, and if I did have a slot I feel like I should be bringing Cass back first, and well, I just love Dee wayy too much to get rid of her. And I really don't want to just have that in the back of my head, I'm happy with my characters right now and I'm sorry for this all be such a pointless thing, but, yes! Dee is staying, Luka is staying in my head, and that is the 411.