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Post by ellapeyton on May 2, 2010 22:59:24 GMT -5
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Post by ellapeyton on May 3, 2010 19:48:37 GMT -5
Mood: AWESOME
Today was the best. Coming back for my final year in Hogwarts is going to be perfect, I even already got a taste of the privileges. Crazy right? I like how the younger years respect us. I could get used to that. I don't even think I could begin to explain how aggravating it was to be a 6th year last year with those dumb bloke heads as the ones to look up to. They have the maturity of fifth years, and enough drama to keep them busy until married life. Holy shit. With all those serious relationship drama crap between the Gryffindors, I don't think I could keep track of it. But screw that. This is our time now, and we're going to rock this year harder then last year's 7th years ever did. That's really all I got to say right now because we're having a party downstairs in the common room, can't miss out on that!
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Post by ellapeyton on Jun 28, 2010 18:29:12 GMT -5
Mood: PISSED
GOD. Could he please be anymore of an asshole? After everything that happened last year, and now he's ignoring me? I can't believe him. Everett Linwood is going to be cursed so violently in his sleep that they are going to have to send me to Azkaban. But really, could a guy be anymore stupid? I even caught his eye in one of my classes and he just blatanly stared at me. What the fuck is that? No smile, no awknowledgement. He was just there. Staring at me. Was it awkward? Uh yeah, I didn't know what to do. I was going to be nice and smile at him, but when I saw his face, nu uh. I just looked away and started talking to Olivia. I just, I just can't believe the nerve of him. He walked out of class before I could catch up to him too. I can't count how many late study dates we had last year in the library, they were seriously endless. We actually talked too. It was about life, and not stupid small talk. It felt real, and I just can't believe he's fucking ignoring me. I hope he gets over this bullshit, because I still love him.
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Post by ellapeyton on Jul 6, 2010 23:40:22 GMT -5
Mood: EXCITED
Mmmph. I did not crack. I did not write Everett. My quill was writing without permission. I did not think about writing Everett today, and I must certainly did not send this note not written by me to him.
Except the fact that I did.
Why? Because... I don't know! Okay? I don't know why I caved. But I did. And he responded, and at first he was a little weird and asked if I needed something. Like I needed something from him when I am Ella Peyton and he always asks for things for me! But after those awkward first notes were passed, we went back and talked about last year and we really really talked. Well wrote to each other. But still, he remembered last year.
Elle. Do you realize that you just told me my name was pretty
and then told me to get to Scotland to look at the farmlands?
And you live rather too far from my London.
That made me laugh so hard. And finally, he asked me out. Well, he told me to meet him in the library that night and then I asked him out. So maybe it's my fault. Ha, whatever, I'm a fan of this either way.
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Post by ellapeyton on Mar 2, 2011 17:21:12 GMT -5
Mood: CONTENT
Jasper demanded I do this. I swear I'm not scrapbooking.
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Post by ellapeyton on Mar 11, 2011 23:59:08 GMT -5
Mood: LOST
I have a problem! Justin Whiting, you know the boy I met this summer when he was visiting Noah? The one I hung out with and really connected to, and everything was chill because we were all such close buddies? Seriously, I was over at Noah's flat at least twice a day this summer hanging out with them. We partied at night and explored the city by day, and Justin was awesome. I was really sad to see him go back to the states. Anyway! The first day of school he pops up in my Charms class. Coincidence? I think not. Anyway, for the past couple of days we've been giving each other those looks. You know what looks I'm talking about to. The ones that basically are saying that we have a secret. Yeah, so cool right? Well, not cool. Because today he sent me a note. I mean yeah cool, I think he's awesome. But dude, he asked me out! And like, of course I'm happy. But what the fuck am I supposed to do? I can't two time these men.
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Post by ellapeyton on Mar 25, 2011 11:25:45 GMT -5
Mood: CAREFREE
So I went to the library tonight to meet Everett and I was surprised to find that it wasn't the same as last year. It was pretty weird honestly. It wasn't like I was expecting a kiss or anything, or for him to pronounce his feelings for me, but to have absolutely nothing was just, weird. There wasn't any flirting either, and for once we were actually studying. I'm not going to lie, I was pretty disappointed. So, I made up an excuse and left. I'm not a bitch, he didn't even care that I left. So there!
There is always Justin though, maybe I should go for him for real? We've been flirting in class a little bit, but I've been holding myself back. I wonder if he'll ask me out.. Well whatever, there's only one way to see. I'll get on that. I have a feeling that going on a date with Justin, like a real date (not a stupid date to the library), is going to be something to remember.
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Post by ellapeyton on Mar 25, 2011 11:31:44 GMT -5
Mood: HAPPY
He asked me out! He asked me out! Oh my gosh I can't believe it. I've been jumping up and down on my bed for the last half an hour, I'm so excited! I'm also so happy that he can't see any of this because that would be embarrassing. But that's besides the point! I'm so happy. We were writing a pretty flirtatious note to each other, and he asked me out on a date! I can't even.. I can't sit still! I'm too excited. It's for tomorrow night, and I can't even contain myself. You should have seen my smile after I read the note, I couldn't even contain it from Justin! He thought it was cute of course, but still! I'm so excited.. I just hope it's perfect.
What do you think, should I kiss him? Kissing isn't weird on the first dates, and besides, we know each other pretty well. Well, we've known each other for awhile. Okay we're not strangers! That's what matters. And we're both of age, so that makes it okay I think. I really want to kiss him. Is that bad? He's just so, manly... And can you tell I'm excited? Well, I gotta plan out what I'm going to wear. I'll try to save my next entry for post date.
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Post by ellapeyton on Mar 25, 2011 11:34:43 GMT -5
Mood: CONFUSED
...I don't know what happened.
I just woke up, and well, Justin was there on my bedside.. I asked him to get my diary and he did. I don't know what's wrong with me. My head hurts though, and I have to take awful healing herbs. I keep hearing something about me falling, but I don't remember falling.
Did I fall? I can't remember...
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Post by ellapeyton on Mar 25, 2011 11:40:53 GMT -5
Mood: SAD
It's been two days since my fall. I've gained some of my memory back and so I can remember my date with Justin. If I remember correctly, it was just as I wanted it. Amazing. Justin doesn't think so though, and he's actually worrying me a bit. I don't want to lose him, I really like him. I did actually manage to kiss him too! But he thinks he put my life in danger or whatever and is blaming himself for the accident when it was clearly my fault. He says that he tempted me or some bullshit, but you know what? It was completely my fault. I was the one who jumped on the roof and I was the one who tried to go too fast. I slipped, and I accept responsibility. This wasn't Justin's fault.
So I fell off two stories and hit hard cement, I survived right? I know I worried a lot of people.. I looked pretty beat up when I came into the hospital wing. Not to mention that Justin had to carry me through the school. I'm sure I scared a lot of my friends, I mean my bones were broken and I was bleeding all over. I probably looked dead. I really hope Justin explained to them that I wasn't dead, but to be honest I'm pretty sure Justin was thinking I would die. How sad is that? I'm sure that's why he's giving himself such a hard time over this, and I feel really bad. Sometimes I want to just hug him and tell him everything's okay. But with him, well it's hard to do that. Hopefully I'll get out of here soon.
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Post by ellapeyton on Mar 25, 2011 11:45:19 GMT -5
Mood: LAUGHING
Okay, so I did something horrible today. But can you blame me? I'm bored. I've had to sit in this hospital bed for awhile now. Sometimes interesting kids come in to get treated, but other then that I'm stuck with Madam Pomfry and Jasper who came to me shortly after my arrival in the hospital wing.
Okay, so what I did. Well, I decided to send a letter to Sirius Black. I haven't talked to him in forever, and well, I was really bored, so I thought it'd be funny to tell him I was on my death bed and stuff like that. Well, surprise, surprise, he didn't think it was funny and replied back with a worrysome letter. Don't worry, I set him straight, but I still think it's funny. He's a little bit annoyed, but whatever. At least he cares, right? Hopefully, he'll come visit soon. But guess what? My bones are almost all healed! I can leave the hospital wing tomorrow! I'm so excited!
I'll have to find Justin and tell him that I'm all better.
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Post by ellapeyton on Mar 25, 2011 11:48:38 GMT -5
Mood: TIRED
I went back to my classes today. They were incredibly boring. And hard! I didn't like it, I was so lost. I got a chance to talk to my friends though, and they made me laugh. It was a really good feeling. I couldn't do anything fun at night though, my head is still all fuzzy, so I decided to come home and get some early sleep. I also decided to do my homework. I think this is the first time this year I've put my homework priority first. Isn't that crazy? I think it is. Well, I'm really tired. So I'm going to go to sleep. I don't really have that much to say, because honestly today was kind of boring. I didn't get to talk to Justin.
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